Find my answers, leave them uncovered

"Phoenix Burn" by Alpha Rev

"I need a love that will release me
Keep me honest, keep me happy
I need a peace with understanding
Trying to find a softer landing

I need to know when I can change this
Or give it up and just embrace it
I need to find a way of letting it go
When everything falls apart

I've taken to much, given up
I am twisted, burning, breaking up
I need to find a way of letting it go
When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it
Yell and I will never be heard
You will be my Phoenix Burn
I could run, but I'd never reach it
Leave, but I might never return
You will be my Phoenix Burn

I need to push through the undiscovered
Find my answers, leave them uncovered
I want to speak out what I believe in
That love will heal us, give us our freedom

I need to know what's on the horizon
Change directions, stop the fighting
I need to find a way of letting it go
When everything falls apart

I've taken to much, given up
I am twisted, burning, breaking up
I need to find a way of letting it go
When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it
Yell and I will never be heard
You will be my Phoenix Burn

Let me burn
Let me burn

I've taken to much, given up
I am twisted, burning, breaking up
I need to find a way of letting it go
When everything falls apart

I could try, but I'd never take it
Yell and I will never be heard
You will be my Phoenix Burn
You will be my Phoenix Burn"











--as always

Deck the Halls and Folderol

well, it's the December 2nd and the day after my mother came back home... i still haven't seen her once, which is unusual. this is urning out to be a holiday season full of oddball stats. maybe she'll actually be happy this year... one can dream, right?

anyways, i assume that very shortly there will be no escape from the christmas music and the decorations. i half expect to walk out of my room one morning and see that Santa Claus has vomited christmas cheer all over my house.

but this wiil be the last of my negative holiday ranting or whatever. i have resolved to be happy and contented, or at least to try.




--as always