Maybe I'm just out of my mind!!

today has been full of stuff. it's not very often (if ever) that i post two things in one day. but today is one of those days

i have a song for you all. it's a classic. one that i didnt choose for the lyrics but for the feeling it leaves you with. so here it is:

"I'm With You" by Avril Lavigne

"I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Oh! Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind!

It's a damn cold night
I'm trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I, I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you"

this song always leaves me feeling sad. and this is definitely and day for sad. ... i did it to myself, but thats the way these things go. or so it seems. either way this day at this time is a moment, is a time, is a day for sadness.

it is also a day for happiness. as i said earlier, i got a new bird today, and i absolutely love him. he's so great.

also it's a day for fun. there were many fun moments for today. Nikki came over today and we watched SGA and that was very fun. also, i went on a date today, and that was very fun. i had a nice home-cooked vegetarian Chilean dish, which was very thoughtful on the part on my date. very encouraging. and then we all played wii mario cart and i lost every single round, but still had a blast.

so, despite the jumble of things and the roller-coaster of emotions, i think that i had deemed this day an overall good day, but it still has me left with this feeling. this feeling that you get from listening to this song...

--as always