in advance

i have anger issues. its so hard to control sometimes... so very hard...

i have contemplated going and purchasing breakables, and a bat... something like teacups, or glass vases, maybe from the goodwill so that they are not expensive and a baseball bat to hit them with. i'd have to clean up all the glass though... hmm. i still think it would be worth it.



time passes so swiftly. sometimes i hardly feel that any time has passed at all, and other times it feels as if time passes by incredibly slow. it's hard to believe that that much time has passed, and yet, it hasn't.... a short period. four months. that's all i get for now. just four months.

.....

so. right. i apologise in advance, for any rude, snide, sarcastic or cynical comments that are hurtful. i don't really mean it, usually... i don't really mean it. i apologise in advance for being short tempered and snappish, or for being quiet and uninvolved. also, i apologise if i seem uninterested or if i seem like i am just trying to get to the next thing on my list.
i'm sorry.


welcome the darkness.


--as always