"He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so, but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back
Such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss
Still a little bit delirious, yeah
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Well you and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle-scarred
And I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadily
Well, I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me, please?
'Cause near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Yet, I'm better near to you
I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I belong where you are
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Yet, I'm better near to you"
I'm battle-scarred... but that's ok. I never expected to dive into life and come out with nothing to show for it. Everything I've been through has taught me something and I've grown so much from each experience, either good or bad, even from the neutral ones. Sometimes I have to remember not to let things set me back, though. I can get discouraged or I feel like I need a break, but I forget to get back on the train. There's a point when you live day-to-day and there's a point when you make plans for the future, I never want to get stuck living day-to-day. I always want to be able to move on, to live instead of just survive. I always try to make sure I'm moving forward, it's good for my mental health.
--as always
I'm still reeling from the loss
Still a little bit delirious, yeah
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Well you and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle-scarred
And I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadily
Well, I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me, please?
'Cause near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Yet, I'm better near to you
I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I am better where you are
I only know that I belong where you are
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Near to you
I am healing, but it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you
Yet, I'm better near to you"
I'm battle-scarred... but that's ok. I never expected to dive into life and come out with nothing to show for it. Everything I've been through has taught me something and I've grown so much from each experience, either good or bad, even from the neutral ones. Sometimes I have to remember not to let things set me back, though. I can get discouraged or I feel like I need a break, but I forget to get back on the train. There's a point when you live day-to-day and there's a point when you make plans for the future, I never want to get stuck living day-to-day. I always want to be able to move on, to live instead of just survive. I always try to make sure I'm moving forward, it's good for my mental health.
--as always
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